Innocence

4th of July was such an amazing experience for me, one like none other. I tripped balls on LSD and laid under the beautiful fireworks right next to your silky body. I'm sort of afraid of these feelings that I let myself take over me and surrounc myself with every bit of you. Because, what if after all that you assure me, it really isn't as real as it feels? All I know is, is that wether this is real or just a state of temporary bliss, you are the only thing I want in my life- So I'm going to put as much into you as I can because if it eventually ends, I want it to be the best that it can be. I'm afraid that I am so in love with you. You make me feel so fucking whole, like I've never had a broken part inside of me- Ever. You put this state of nakedness inside of me, like I have no walls and with you, I am invincible against everyone I ever encounter. I love alot of fucking people in my life, and I'm sorry to those who will read this, but they mean nothing to me if I don't have you. Of course I'd still love them and be there with them, but it would all mean nothing to me unless I had you when I came home @ night. As long as I have you, I feel the enternal need to put forth every fiber of my being towards everything. You give me hope, life, love. You make me want to stand up for myself and do what's right, even if you're mean sometimes You make me want to help every person I encounter, and you help me to learn how by letting me be here for you 24/7. You make utterably and intolerably- blissfully, in love, through death do us part, through thick and thin, through break up and make up, through life and death, you are everything that means anything at all to me. I've given you my heart, for forever. So if you leave me, I'll be a walking dead man, with a hollow heart making no movements. You have the biggest part of me, and I wouldn't have it any other way. Baby you make me so happy, I can't even begin to explain exactly what you do to me on the inside and out. You make me every single day. You form and fit me to be the perfect girl for you, and that's all I want. To make you the happiest boy every single day. I would do anything for you, no matter what it was. Because I am head over heals, indoubtedly fully 110% in love with you.

Love me forever,
Kendra.

" This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling"